The Vengeance:
Today I had a rather fantastic experience. I was up late last night, so I didn't make it to church this morning, so this evening I (for the 6th time) went to a church that I've heard has a fantastic night time college group. Again (for the 5th time) they were not there. It was very frustrating.
I've really wanted to get some more Christian fellowship in my life, but it seems like every time I try something goes wrong. I miss it because I got the time wrong. I had work and couldn't make it. Or the church as a secret vendetta against me and makes it a point to not show up when I'm coming. (not really, but it is eerie how they manage to avoid me)
Today I'd really been hoping to get some spiritual nourishment, since it's been a while since I've felt like I knew my God at all. This afternoon I had taken a walk, and the weather was fantastic, and it made me think of Him, and I was excited to spend some time worshiping and learning about Him.
But they weren't there.
I decided I was not going to yet again wander home only moments after leaving with my tail between my legs. I was going to do something I had not done, that I have so often wanted to do.
I was going to go somewhere where I could be alone, where it could be just me and God.
I drove around for a while, wondering where I could go and be alone. Now, I'm not talking alone in the house, or alone in my room. I'm talking really, truly alone. No distractions like my television or ipod or computer, no one in the house to bang on the door and ask who I was talking to, nothing.
I thought of a park, and was at first nervous, thinking only of the dark, dangerous main park down town. Then I remembered a park near my old high school that was perfect. It was huge, and had many small, winding roads, so I could be close enough to get to my car, should there be any emergencies.
I had to meander along the little roads for some time before I found a place that was almost entirely isolated. I parked and wandered to a children's play area not far from where I'd parked.
Then I sat down and started talking.
I told Him of my worries, my fears, my uncertainties. It was hardly praying, more like conversing with Him.
I asked him about my purpose, I told him about my dreams. I know that I was rambling, but I also think he was listening, and maybe even giving me some insight into my problems and questions.
I came away feeling like I'd learned more about God by simply talking to Him than I'd learned in years of Church and youth groups. It felt so good to know Him more.
I intend to make a habit of it. At least once a week I'd like to go out somewhere isolated, just like Jesus went out into the desert, and talk to God. I think it will help me to know him better. And the better I know Him, the easier it will be to know His Will.
I'd encourage you to do the same. Take some time out of your week, go somewhere quiet and isolated, and just talk to God. I think it will do you good.
It certainly helped me.
It's just me this week. I thought this experience was well worth telling. Mrs. Smith is still my co-author in this blog. ^_^
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Welcome to the End (of the year)!
Mrs. Smith:
Well this is the last month of the year and most people are thinking about Christmas and the hustle and bustle of gifts and money. All I can think about this year is how blessed I am. This has a been a wonderful year and it is all thanks to our one and only Lord and Savior. He sent his one and only begotten son so that we may live. How wonderful a story is that? May God bless you.
My verse for this week is:
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
The Vengeance:
Ah December. The seasonal chill. The end of the year rush to put ourselves into debt. The love and caring of family and friends. Reaching out in other people's time of need. Chinsey gifts and christmas tree fires.
What? Wait a second... that means.... yeah. IT'S NOT REALLY THAT GREAT!!!!!!!
We're running out of time, we're running out of money, all we do is want want want, spend spend spend and waste waste waste. And if you're wondering what's missing, then good job. You're a better man (woman, child) than most.
Many Christians every year try in vain to put Christmas into a "Jesus is the Reason for the Season" light. Yet time and time again it gets away from us.
Every Christmas eve we flock to the nearest cathedral, light some candles and listen to the one story of Christ that EVERYONE on EARTH has ALREADY HEARD.
Does anyone take it to heart? Does it give YOU warm fuzzies? Make you feel a little bit like a better person. For me it really doesn't. In the horrible flurry that is the holidays, I congratulate myself if I remember to give God a wave out the window as I drive by at eighty miles an hour.
It's the season of Giving and I haven't given Him anything I think He'd like. It's almost like my father. Every year, for eons, I've given him funny gifts and gag gifts every year, hoping to at least get a laugh, even if he could never use it. This year I couldn't take it anymore.
I HAD to get my dad something he'd truely love. Unfortunately I couldn't very well afford to get him a hummer or a gigantic robot. Those are things he really likes. And I can't afford them. I've only got so much money, and he likes such big, amazing things!
But eventually, because I really thought about it, because this year it was really, really high on my list of priorities, I finally got him a couple of small, fairly inexpensive things that I'm almost certain he'll love! (what I dare not say for fear he reads this and finds out!!)
Maybe God is the same way. I'll bet, if I spend some time thinking about it and looking into things, I can find something within my budget that will bless my heavenly father. One might think the Allmighty is awfully tough to shop for. Doesn't he want world peace and for us to take care of all his hungry and hurting? I can't afford that.
But I'm certain I can find something a bit smaller that will still be meaningful to him. And I most certainly will try! Because I want to do something special for Him this year.
That is something I think would be well worth doing in this season. Not a special service (although it's always good to remember!), not a life-size, light-up nativity scene in my front yard, but a gift. I can't beat what He gave me. But that doesn't mean that I can't bless him all the same.
Well this is the last month of the year and most people are thinking about Christmas and the hustle and bustle of gifts and money. All I can think about this year is how blessed I am. This has a been a wonderful year and it is all thanks to our one and only Lord and Savior. He sent his one and only begotten son so that we may live. How wonderful a story is that? May God bless you.
My verse for this week is:
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
The Vengeance:
Ah December. The seasonal chill. The end of the year rush to put ourselves into debt. The love and caring of family and friends. Reaching out in other people's time of need. Chinsey gifts and christmas tree fires.
What? Wait a second... that means.... yeah. IT'S NOT REALLY THAT GREAT!!!!!!!
We're running out of time, we're running out of money, all we do is want want want, spend spend spend and waste waste waste. And if you're wondering what's missing, then good job. You're a better man (woman, child) than most.
Many Christians every year try in vain to put Christmas into a "Jesus is the Reason for the Season" light. Yet time and time again it gets away from us.
Every Christmas eve we flock to the nearest cathedral, light some candles and listen to the one story of Christ that EVERYONE on EARTH has ALREADY HEARD.
Does anyone take it to heart? Does it give YOU warm fuzzies? Make you feel a little bit like a better person. For me it really doesn't. In the horrible flurry that is the holidays, I congratulate myself if I remember to give God a wave out the window as I drive by at eighty miles an hour.
It's the season of Giving and I haven't given Him anything I think He'd like. It's almost like my father. Every year, for eons, I've given him funny gifts and gag gifts every year, hoping to at least get a laugh, even if he could never use it. This year I couldn't take it anymore.
I HAD to get my dad something he'd truely love. Unfortunately I couldn't very well afford to get him a hummer or a gigantic robot. Those are things he really likes. And I can't afford them. I've only got so much money, and he likes such big, amazing things!
But eventually, because I really thought about it, because this year it was really, really high on my list of priorities, I finally got him a couple of small, fairly inexpensive things that I'm almost certain he'll love! (what I dare not say for fear he reads this and finds out!!)
Maybe God is the same way. I'll bet, if I spend some time thinking about it and looking into things, I can find something within my budget that will bless my heavenly father. One might think the Allmighty is awfully tough to shop for. Doesn't he want world peace and for us to take care of all his hungry and hurting? I can't afford that.
But I'm certain I can find something a bit smaller that will still be meaningful to him. And I most certainly will try! Because I want to do something special for Him this year.
That is something I think would be well worth doing in this season. Not a special service (although it's always good to remember!), not a life-size, light-up nativity scene in my front yard, but a gift. I can't beat what He gave me. But that doesn't mean that I can't bless him all the same.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
"Jesus replied: 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment and the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' All the law and the prophets hang on these two commandments."
NIV Matthew 22:37-40
The Vengeance:
This is one of my personal favorite passages in the Bible. I like it because it helps me make my decisions in every day life. I think that, as long as I have these commandments in mind when I make those decisions, I will make the right choices.
Should I go here, or finish that? Well, if I love God, what will I do? If I love God's creations, my neighbors, how will I treat them? It's just a good thing to keep in mind. I feel that if you know this commandment, and you know God, you'll know what the right thing to do is.
Mrs. Smith:
My thoughts on the passage are that Jesus is telling us the one thing that we must all remember in order to follow in his footsteps. I don't mean to make it sound like a big book of rules that we must mechanically follow, but rather to show that if we do love the Lord we will show our love for him in our acts.
God does not expect perfection, He knows that we are human and make mistakes, but if we love him our actions should show that love to others around us. They may not quite understand but they will see that we are different and perhaps they will wonder why. Your love for your Lord and Savior will then flow into your love for your neighbor and perhaps will lead to the saving of a fellow friend.
BOTH:
This is the first post from Blogger Community Bible Study. We will try to have a new post every Sunday and will be happy to read your thoughts on our posts. This was created to have fellowship with others and to share feelings about God and the Bible openly so please no profanity or put downs, thanks.
NIV Matthew 22:37-40
The Vengeance:
This is one of my personal favorite passages in the Bible. I like it because it helps me make my decisions in every day life. I think that, as long as I have these commandments in mind when I make those decisions, I will make the right choices.
Should I go here, or finish that? Well, if I love God, what will I do? If I love God's creations, my neighbors, how will I treat them? It's just a good thing to keep in mind. I feel that if you know this commandment, and you know God, you'll know what the right thing to do is.
Mrs. Smith:
My thoughts on the passage are that Jesus is telling us the one thing that we must all remember in order to follow in his footsteps. I don't mean to make it sound like a big book of rules that we must mechanically follow, but rather to show that if we do love the Lord we will show our love for him in our acts.
God does not expect perfection, He knows that we are human and make mistakes, but if we love him our actions should show that love to others around us. They may not quite understand but they will see that we are different and perhaps they will wonder why. Your love for your Lord and Savior will then flow into your love for your neighbor and perhaps will lead to the saving of a fellow friend.
BOTH:
This is the first post from Blogger Community Bible Study. We will try to have a new post every Sunday and will be happy to read your thoughts on our posts. This was created to have fellowship with others and to share feelings about God and the Bible openly so please no profanity or put downs, thanks.
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